i've been sleeping since 4 till now.. hahas.. den my nanny was really really looking after me la.so nice. hees. last day of school and i hate it. didnt do much in school.. jus kept sleepingg. i was tired. dun blame me. kekes. e rest of the class were busy taking fotos i guess. yeeppss. blah blah blah.. den we had to clean up.. eugenia started crying... hugged her. den all of a sudden i just broke down real badly... so shuang cans. haven cried for sooo long. hahas. i miss 2/o! sobbs* lurrvee u guys!!

abandoned-

it's disgustingg.
im sick... arghh...
feelin like damn giddy.. boo!
but still im going to school. hahas.
cant be bothered to see the doctor.
not like my parents even know that i'm sick.
wheeps. who cares! yumms =)
my eyes hurt and i dunno why.
my fever is like on and off.
in school i keep complaining... haha.
oh yeahs. tmr is the last day of school.. haix.
i got money for shopping but then again i dunno who to go shop with. hrrmmss.
its... i dunno la!! dun wanna bother.

hmmms... am i bad? hahas-
its like i jus dun care about evrything now..
i cant stand u acting cute and .. arghh.
its like u want evrything ur way.
u are so blardee fucking spoilt.
u tink evryone has to be nice to u xit. :q
n den u2 r like getting jealous soo easily.
like restricting.
cant be good friends with others.

i feel soo me.
fuck tis shit lars.

im sick and its disgusting...
my head hurts like hell...
i can like die..
feel like as if my head's like mao-ing yan k...
n den my throat oso not dat gd.
lolx.

went to cut hair today.
not much difference.
in fact i tink it still looks the same.
jus that it's more layered.
can be seen when i tie.
yeahhs... after cutting went for lunch then met up with clara and beverly at bugis.
yumms. shopping timee!!! kekes.
i din buy anything tho... except a lip gloss thingyy.
and i almost died halfway with that splitting headache.
oh mans. i was waiting for tis day for soo longg! hahas.
mrs tan called me up too...
said i can qualify for trip.
confused-
decided to go with double...
budden later my mother change her mind and called her up agains.
gd. cos i was kinda regretting. doubt i can do well at lit.
no way lors. hahhs.
im still dyingg. help!!

oh yars. can i pls say that evryone's the same.
why must pple compete on whether who is a better friend or nott?
sighh-
relac larr. i dun like it like that.
im the one! LaLaLa. kekes.
take care pple!! =)

so long never blog liaos. lolx. sorriee.
today was damnn mood swing-ish
soo maddening, i cried..
disgusting mood swings.. arghh...

fRidAy
went for the chalet after school..
met up with them first.
din take vehh long to get der larr.
was kinda boring at first so e 4 of us went to the playgrnd.
hahahas. its like damn teeny weeny larr...
not fun wans. so went back up.
played ball in the room for a while...
den went to the beach...
wheeps. it was more like a mangrove la.
hahas. i tink it was cos the beach was at the other side.
its disgustingly dirty i tell u...
yuckkyy. had like white insects jumping on the sand. lol
den i put my hand on the sand n got like white insects crawl out cann..
eeeeeeeewww-
after that went back to the chalet. talked n den went off at bout 6 plus.
reach home just in time for idols result show.
yumms. christopher's still in... maia's outt! sad for her but at least sly wasnt the one that got out instead...
but im scared of him. he's like at the bottom few... :(
nvmm-

SATURDAY
woke up at bout 7 plus den went off at bout 8..
reached pasir ris at 9.
clara thot i'ld tell her to leave the hse when i was reaching.
hahas. so she took like 15 minutes to come...
met up with evryone at white sands den went to chalet.
they played tai di dere. n den started the stripping nonsense..
hahas. later went to escape.
"sooo nicee" all the 360degrees ride not operating.
cant stand it.
everythin im der... most of the rides aint working...
up till now i havent taken the pepsi rev, rainbow n alot alot of rides lor..
the oni 360 ride ive taken is like inverter.. i tinkk.
teeheees. took the pirate ship damn alot of time.
shoo farniee. like scream damn alot.
yays! let out of vent and frustrations.
i like flipper oso!! super nicee.
jus dat i was feeling all churned up n giddy so cudnt take it again..
sadd- thanks to ben la.
take the stupid yakult ride. haiyoos- nvm
after the whole escape thingyy. went back to the chalet...
played heart attack. hahahas.
den went to the arcade.. kinda bored dere cos we din feel like getting the tapz card. kekes.
went back to the chalet. blah blah blah...
now the bbq.
stressed up pple..
goshh.. hahas. they were all like.. i dunno wad!
scold here scold dere... all the stupid charcoal's fault.
lolx. relax pple.... = finally started the fire.
thx to the auntie.
yayy... girl power!! lol...
helped out abit in bbq-ing.
did the buttering business.
all the hot dogs were like hahahaha...
thx to me. u're welcum! lol..
lurvee the marshmallows..
jus tat it was kinda tooo sweet...
after that we played with the charcoals n all.
disgustingg!! hahahas.
thay added lumps after lumps of margarine to the "fire" la..
n hc jus had to drop the whole margarine thing on the floor...
den we poured water over it... wheepss!
walked to the beach after the rainn..
the park was dark n freakyy.
like u can expect sum white thingg to appear in e distant anytime.
n sumthing will jus jump out and freak you out..
i was damn scared cann.
i tink i kinda overreacted. sorry.
i like the beach.
i luv the beach.
i like night.
i like darkness.
i luv the rain.
cheerios =)
hadta go home eventually...
so gdnite-ed to pple and thank u hc for paying for my taxi fare. =D

ookies. the chalet's over now.
had a great time. =)
jus wanna say sumthing to eugenia?
lolx. ok la. i admit i was angry.
duhhs.
cos u jus hadta tell me last minute.
aniwaees. but that nite. i was tired lorr.
and cudn't be bothered.
wadeva. hehes...
i lurve clara for pei-ing me.
i wud haf died. hehx.

to floyd. i doubt he ever reads my blog. i dunno kaes. im sorry. ive said that like a thousand times already. but then agains. i really dun understand la.. u're the only person that ever hurts me so much.. n i really really dunno what u really want.. lostt-

hrmm.... just came back from school not long ago.
dunno why i blogging oso.
just for the sake of updating.
in case anybody complains.. kekes.
like you...
aren't you entertained reading my wonderful blogg??
yummies!! =)

finally chose my option..
physics and chem, pure geog and either ss/lit or ss/history.
yeah. ss/lit was first choice..
like got damn alot of pple put dat sia..
dieded..
wei xian!!

later going outt.
tmr going dunno wher.
maybe there.
eugez is coming along i hopee!
but i got no freaking idea how i', suppose to get there!!
oh wellss...

ookay... today got back mi lit.
not nice larrs.
tmr gotta hand up option form liaos.
sianded... dunno wad to take lehs.
either trip science or pure geog, ss/lit, phy n chem.
damnn... its irritatingg...
n my mother jus nice today coming home late...
bloohs-

today had sum kinda talk also...
cdc on err....
respect for girls isit??
forgot le. kekes.
tip for guys.
if you're interested in this hot babe..
teach you a way to propose...
it isnt all about KNEELING.. ahahahas.
hand her the little box with the ring...
n den u tell her...
"i wanna use this ring to chop you"
lolx. sweet ehss? yeah yeahh.. =P
wheeps. tmr going for spore idol.
watch it on tv.
for all u know u may see tis mad woman jumping n screaming at the top of her voice...
i'll be shouting for chris i dun care.
he rawks! yummms.... hehes.
take care pple...

lostt-
so weird.. i cant take violence anymore...
hahas. and i actually used to be that sadistic person who'll like laugh as the knife is stabbed into the person's body. and "admire" his so-called "funny" expression supposedly "in-pain" face.
lols. remind me of constipation face.. n den jerry..
now i go screaming like a lil girl girl and use my jacket to cover my eyes.
n den go "is it over yet? is it over yet?" "tell me when it's over ok?!" hahas.
n oso thot it was so damn gruesome n gross like eeeeew.. disgustingg.
can u believe it? i cant even take it when i see injections la.. harr-
so weird... im like undergoing a drastic change...
in the hall... i dun cross my legs as in like -guys way-
but cross in a damn ladylike way. n den make sure my skirt is not crumpled and alls.
hahahs. gross. tink that was pure crapping lar...
but i really cannot take gruesome scenes anymore..
i was freaking out during the movie larr. hahah...
aniway.. got back my results. humanities suckedd. arghhh!!!

i cant stop thinking of him help brenda-

i had to deal with it.
im a bitch.
im sorry
i dunno wads my prob.
i bring pain to pple.
i suckk!!!
i hurt u.
jus fucking kill me lar.
argh.


-y is he still on my mind.
i jus wished he never entered my life at all.
floyd.thankew-

last nightt dazed on my bed fer damn long.
from 12 to like 2am.
was msging sumone too.
yerpps. was listening to my discman.
den jus sat dere and stare.
and thinkk.
and wonderr.
got to know sumthingg.
but der's really nothing i can do...
i guess.
if only i could...
i wouldn't have let you go...
if only i realised...
if only you told me earlier.
it wouldn't have started.
but it's all too late now.
only regrets.
i loved you once.
and im still loving you. =(
arghh... wad the hell am i thinking. bloohs.

aniwaee... tis morning woke up at 10 plus.
den was so damn bored so went back to bed and daze.
fell asleep. ahahx.
tmrr getting back results le.
wish me luck.

sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
tat's all i can say.
sorry.
for evrythin that i've done.
for evrythin that i'm gonna do
i cant help it.
its my fault.
im sorry.

today went out...
denn.... blahh.
was suppose to go for the p10 thingyy.
but we didnt go in the end.
hahas.
sorry beverly.
hmms. aniwaee.
went to watch white chicks.
it was... yar. farnie.
nice.
despite the positions we were in at that time.
2nd row. watch le damn xing ku lor.
heh. den went to take neoprints.
and headed home.

lostt-
i dunno wad im doing.
and i dunno wad to do.

how boring can it get...
stuck at home with nothing to do.
hahas. wadeva.
evryone all went out today lorrs.
eugenia came in the morning. den went off for moviee.
clara and beverly went out.
i had tuition at 230.
which is like in the middle of evrything
hahas. but nvm.
im feeling kinda tired anywayy..
got muscle crampss.
and my stomach aching like hell. dunno y...
watched windstruck in the morning.
soooo saddening.
abit complicated lar. hahas.
but still. it was nice.
i almost cried okayy!
or maybe i did..... arhhh.... i held back kkaes.
heees. tonite results le.
i vehh scaredd larr. chrissypoo... sighhs.
who'll get outt? the rest all nicee nicee wan lor.
bloohx. jerry jerry. plsss go out.... enuff of ur stupid sarcastic face.
gross lehs. but he quite poor thing lar. haix.
jus dunn dunn dunnnnn make chris go outt.
vote fer chris!!! thankews.
sms 5 to idols(43657) or call 19001121905

yummms.
today woke up at 830
den left the hse at about 1030 liddat.
i was late. hehes. sorrie.
went to chinese garden.. den walk to the swimming placee.
hummms. changed and evrythin den wenta play le. kekes.
lazy river first. so lazyy. lol. suppose to laze rightt?
that eugenia and fiona like soo hyper i tell youu..
cheese was like "bouncing" on her float like sum bouncyy buddha considering the position she was in at that time. hahhahas.
den the two of them keep playingg.
me lie on the float staree at themm. ahahahs.
ok. fine. i was tinking about stuffs.
blahh..
n i was soo hoping i cud get red.
sad case lars. i didnt. *sobb*
after that went to the wave pool. hohoho.
shoo difficult to get on the float in the middle of the pool ookkiee!! hahas.
den we grabbed onto each other by our legs. :p iinterlock it so we wun drift apartt. hahhas.
finally it "rained" the "rain" and it "waved" the "wave".
=x i got all giddy n my stomach was like churning like dunno wadd. hahahas.
but its nice la, kaees. denn went for the slides. blue and red ones were ok.
despite eugenia hitting her head. hahhaa.
and i was trying my best not to make my float turn the other wayy.
so i kept kicking the thing. hehhe.
den it was the yellow slide. no floats allowed. we had to go up individually.
i was up fer the middle... grr. den sumthing happened.
ok. der was this 3 guys der. discussing dunno wad lar.
so i was next n dey were still der. dunno if they wanted to go first nots lar.
denn they ask me go. so ok lor. i go.
xia lan pple. go shout when i went down. tried to scare me.
idiot larr. den later e guy started talking to me.
told me go playy the slides with them.
siaoded lor.
1 of them had tattoos on their body.
duhh its CK to pls dunnn offend themm.
suay enuff. we jus had to meet again at the lazy riverr.
asked us to go wan2 wif them agains. arghhh.
den fiona realised our goggles were missing. wheepps!
we hadta go back n find them.
hengg arr... escape frm them. lolx.
den went back to river. n den to wave pool agains.
funniology.sad thing is i din get red. at all. idiot larr.
and im tired noww. *yawwns*

waitt.. still mus blog about spore idol.
angry with chrissypoo le larr..
why he sing until liddat.
aiyoo...
sylvester was quite cute thoo.. hahas. at the judging partt.
but he ended wrongly. den so paiseh dare not look up.
hahahhs. farniee.
thott taufik's wan was nicee. daphne and olinda oso.
that chrissypoo dunno wad he doing lehs...
i sad sadd. sighhhxx..

pls pls pls pls pls let jerry go out tmr n let chris stay!!!!! i wanna see him more on idoL!!!!!

wheepps!!!
at last exams are overr!!!
wait soooo long for this day. it finally came!
lols. goshh. tt sounds... errr....
aniwaee! it still feels the same, i dunno why...
nowadays keep getting headache.. irritatingg..
and im damn lost.
i dunno what im feeling,
i lost my sense of touch!
my heart's gone.
i dun even noe if im really happy or nots!!
and i dunno wad im doing!!
eeeeeew. tis sux. thankew.

ok. shud i blog about all my exam stuffiexx?
yeahh... english blog le ritee???
chinese was terrible. my paper 2 highest i can get is like 48/70 which is like wadd? superr bad lorr.. n my paper 1 i did wrongly. freako-ed.
fRiday
science got me really crazyy... i studied like sieow. brain blastingg like dunno wadd. den after that i cudnt study for other subjects at all lorr!!! aniwae. science was quite difficult larr.. hist was ok. but source base was terriblee!!! haix.
next was geog.. hahas. no mood to study at all lor. like i read alot alot alot alot of tyms n still nothing got into my head la. so i just focused on chapt 7 and 10. hehes. which is a gd thing. cos the base was frm der. c= only 1 or 2 from the other chaps. kekeke. i tink? hahahas. in the morn eugez was like telling me mdm azizan told nana dat all the chaps will come out so i was kinda freaking out la. heheheheees.
maths. i din noe wad i was doing. evryone said it was difficult. i was blurred larr.. hahas. cos i really luan qi ba zao until dunno wad i doing liaoss. so confirm do badly wann... yeahh. but nvmm..
lastly LIT! today!! hehs. was ok larr... i jus wrote nonsense.... doubt i can get high markss.. eeeeeeee... gonna do badly for all!!!