haha. i fell asleep super early yesterday like i think 10plus and only woke up this morning 830. ohman. but i woke up in the middle of the night hurting. and i was wondering why my stomach muscles was aching though i didnt do any sit ups recently and i realised it was probably cos i fell off the pull up bar yesterday. hahaha.
if you'd seen me fall you'd prob laugh your head off. cos as usual i did assisted pull up and adri helped me hold my both legs. and this time at my 5th pull up i lost grip and fell face down cos adri was still holding onto my legs. lol. dumb lah. so now i've got two bruises on my thigh (again) -.- and my wrist's hurting. maybe cos i fell and landed on my wrist. and my ribcage kind of hurts too. gahhhh! booo. i dont wanna have pull up phobia okay. and if i cant do inclined. im dead. =/ boo boo BOooOOOO.

it's just this weird feeling i get all this while.

i can't help feeling down. the pae bash i practically got ps-ed by my classmates and i felt sad cos its like i'm leaving and then i dont know lah.i wanted to at least have some last moments there but i rushed down after oac and in the end they all left. if you get what i feel. but thankyou michael for giving me that warm hugg(: i wish i knew more fun people. poots =/ and thanks much to adri for accompanying me all the while even though his class was there having fun he kept me company and went home with me too. thankyou so so so so much! and my ex for i dont know. at least talking to me for awhile. heh. well den. i shall enjoy this last week!

haha. tmr's punishments day and you cant believe what my mind's saying now okay. im constantly contradicting myself and somehow this always happen when its trng. lol. like i'll be "i dont wana go for trng, im gonna die" and then after a while my mind will rebutt with like "okay. its nothing, i just gotta push myself and get it over with" strange i know. anyhow. i realise it'll be the last few trainings i have left and lesser time with my team. oh gosh. i reallly should stay in tj. argh.

AJ TJ! grr.

had duathalon this morning. and won 5th position. me and shann. haha. i think i dragged him down cos i cycle damn slow but he run damn fast. he was like 2nd. and den i came back as 2nd last. -.- it was difficult to cycle lah! cos the bike was under gear 3and7. quite retarded actually i was trying to figure out the whole gear thing when cycling but chose the wrong gears still in the end! and there was this steep turn thing i did this WHOA drift thing. woohoo. okay. no i didnt. i breaked abruptly and almost fell. haha. wups =x but anyhow we got 5th position and got a medal. (but there was only 7 participants in all) hee.

alrights. its only one week left till posting i think. suddenly dont feel like leaving tj anymore. saw ajc's oac at duathalon this morning and i just can't imagine myself in there lah. but i kind of promised them that if i were to go to AJ i should join OAC so that we can have connections. but if i join oac i'll be missing the tj pple like mad cos they're like the best. BOOO. quite frustrating. i think i should have just convinced myself to stay in tj at the very beginning and not consider about aj at all. RAHH.

somehow i feel its so hard to get them out these days. everyone's busy. ):

i didnt expect such a cold reply. NVM.
went shopping on my own. rather progressive.. haha. okay. so now im all ready for cny.
been thinking alot these days and i realise how much i'll be missing tj.
especially oac. how can i even leave OAC. argh. frustrating. i should have just left my choice as TJ. dumb.

too late by now i guess.
how i wish i can be numb to trainings.
rahh!