okays. i guess i havent blogged for a ve... quitee long time le. sorry larr. sighh.vehh. actually not really. QUITE busy. yupps.im dying okays. i want to study hard now. no more slacking. yes. im turning good okays.you noe i havent gone out for dunno how long already? im deprived.friday went warren with cousins and jonathan and nic. yeahh. post-japan-outing. hahxx.at last i felt STRESS-FREE. sighh. i hate school. i so hate school and studying. x(
played badminton,tennis, bowling, blahh.badminton is like so much easier den tennis la. i likee.den its like i used tennis strokes for badminton once again.and i dun like to throw shuttlecocks!! haha. too light le. unlike tennis balls. hmmm... after badminton played tennis. and i ended up using badminton strokes for tennis. haha.everything seemed so heavy with tennis. lols. den it was bowling.. yeahhh.soooo funn kaes!first game was ok lar..den i got really ermm. "pro-ed" in the next game. haha!!!say 4 strikes in a row. 1 spare den another 2 strikes! haha.so crapp. (x at the endd dinn wanna go home larhh.tink of the work i gotta do wanna die le. bloohs. oh. btw. i tink sumone's a faggot. fuck you la. i HATE pple who make use of me.and i HATE it when pple take things for granted.i HATE you for everything you do.i swear i do....

anyways. bought mp3 player. samsung wann. nt vehh gd. i prefer zen micro lars! >.<

hello!
im here to type my long long entry on JAPAN! (:
but first...
14th MARCH 2005
gotta admit that it did ermm suck
i mean i actually spent my birthday at home ALONE..
cos i had to fly off that night.
yeahh. but alot of pple wished me. yayy!
thankew guyss! *huggss*
shall try to go in order.
kevin, km, floyd, malita, kavin, eugenia, MACDONALDS, Ken, Xianglin, Sarah, Nisha, Daddy, Abel, Shirlyn, Nigel, Hong Chow, Valerie, Ah ma, Rachel, CK, Jansen, Hwa Xiang(on friendster),.....
and others... THANKEW SO MUCH!!! haha.

okays. so JAPAN.
was great lar. jus that it was kinda short.
i love the weather there okays.
its cold and... cold.. and... NICE. haha.
got to meet new pple.
i love JEff and Xiavier... they're really cute i tell you. haha.
and nicholas too. so drama... ^^
went mt fuji.
did hot spring.
like evryone had to go naked.. haha.
shall not say anymore. xP
went tokyo disney too!
din manage to take alot of rides though..
cos the queue was damnn long!!
you noe we had to queue for 2 hours?
yes TWO HOURS for one ride.
but the ride damn shiok! haha. i likeeee!
after that i gaf up.
went shopping instead.
den the others went for rides.
guess they had fun. i missed out. haha.nvm. (:
mmm..... what else?? ohh ohh.
i went to this temple.
cou qian for fun la.
but i got like damn bad fortune for my qian.
said something about marraige..
that i wont marry out.. haha.
please dunt make it come true.
cos the other things there are like really... =
yupps.den during the trip thought of alot of things.
now im back and im feeling the STRESS!
sighh. maybe cos i dinn study at all and there's TESTS after the hols.
which im obviously gonna fail i guess...
bleahh.... uoyssimiody

so irritating. i swear im accident prone.
AGAIN! yes. sighh.
i fell twice on my ass yesterday rites?
and guess wad?
i kena birdshit TWICE today..
one on my jeans n the other on my bag.
haaaaaaaais!!
thats not all lar.
i hit my head like damn badly.
cos its like this low shelter thingyy.
den i blur blur jus walk straight n hit my head??
was so hard it kinda like had an impact thing den i fell on my ASS!
now it hurts! sobb*
and i feel retarded.
so obvious the thing is low n all.
and i actually walk STRAIGHT into it. gawsshh*
now it hurts......
and the caMP!
they went to split everyone up into diff grps? yapps.
but in the end jeanette sneaked into my grp and became ETHEL from FUHUA. haha.
and our faci (aka facilitator) was this really slack guy..
but i guess it was fun la. haha.
and my grp pple also not bad.
just not very enthu.
like norm. yupps. and they are nice nice pple. (:
BUT. there was this stupid dunno wad toa payoh school girl.
who jus like despised cedar and started insulting us like shit.
and its SUPER OBVIOUS? she like said it right into our faces.
being super sarcastic. like dialouge to her friend. yarr.
she said cedar as XI GAO (as in hokkien, dead dog)
and that its a lesbian school.
and she went on saying ohh. she so scared cos our eng so pro hers like shit den cannot compete with us..
maybe cos we were talking in eng. yarr.
so irritating. i shall not elaborate any further.
i make sure i'll say it for CE okays. arghh!!
and u noe she wore super short skirt.
sat on the FLOOR , without chairs, yes. cross legged.
and she jus showed everything la.
i repeat, EVERYTHING.
super obscene.
and she thinks she's really chio..
like taking pictures of herself in the room and all.
den playing with her hair and "seducing" pple?
ARGH!
wanna noe the truth?
she's fat. she looks kinda like a pig.
her voice is like the rock (quoted for faci)
and shes super not gracious.
im telling the truth ok.
no exxagerations larr.
u see her foto can jus... ---.
damn her.
insult cedar until liddat! sigh!
but overall the camp was fun i guess.
yupps!!! (:

but im in pain ):

happy birthday KM!!

maluating lars.
you know i fell off the chair twice...
like butt on the floor.
stupid fall.
soo maluating!! hahas.
poor butt. sobbbb*
den they arr... make my face.
and the cake so smelly! haha.
poor km felt like vomitting.
thanks to all who got the cake.
((:
and of cos THANKS TO XIANGLIN, PRIS and YING WAH for the cute little chicky with curly hair and nice jasmine smell plus the hersheys kisses. yummiee. plus err. sir tan's mickey mouse shaperner? err. rightt. haha. the chicky's supperr cutee!! haha. i shall name it.. (:

quite happy cos i finished my amath, emath, phy stuffs.
but i dun uds sets! so like half of the amath i dunno how to do.
and phy i also dun get it.. arghh...
soo irritating i tell you. got tests after the hols.
must study so much.
u tell me i wher got time??? sighh.
and i tink im totally not coping.
not for amath, not for physics cos of stupid waves. >.<
not for bio since i failed so terribly. not for chem.. not for ss, dunno how to answer ques properly.
okay. i can just go and die. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks.

tmr got SMU thingyy. hahaha.
please make it funn.
and got dinner after that.
sun also got dinner or something.
monday... got tuition in the morning den dunno what le.
sigh sigh sigh...

so you think you know what's happening...
you think you know what's in my mind.
and all you ever do..
is just repeat the same mistake over and over again.

having weird feelings...
feelings i dun like.
i can just sit one corner and think.
and suddenly everything just flows back.
memories.
somethings just cant be forgotten i guess.
after all this time i thought i was doing just fine..
it just had to come back la...
anywayy. failed my bio.
and did badly for all my other subjs.
booooooooooooooooo!!
ohh. i tink i shud go esplanade tmr.
yepps. i shall..

special day..
ok. at least a used-to-be special day.
probably not special anymore.
wonder if you are even aware lar. hmmm. sighh. nvm. (: hahas.
yess. i feel like talking to you. but den i rather not. i guess its better. hahas. HECKS. no whateverS. yes. its censored..

went towning today.. yayys.
so funn. i look SMART and HARDWOKING and GUAI in my specs okays. lol.
pls lor. im aware of it. haha. rightt.
we went town.
took neoprints..
which. err... din turn out nice. haha.
dun care lars.
walked arnd to find a nice school bag.
but dun haf la!! sadd.
bought km's present.
or shud i say presentS.
which we're really really proud of. hehe.
fri!!cant wait.
ohh. n den its the school hols.
ahemm. yuppiess.
lalala.

countdwn: 6mredays.

i jus cut my hair!!
hahas. yes. n i got new specs.
i like the way my hair is now.
budden its like too long to be let down.
so i have to tie it up.
so sadd. maybe i should have cut it abit shorter.
bt then again my mother wudnt allow.
sighh. i wanna cut shorter larr!
when i tie up my ponytail is like super disfigured.
its almost like two ponytails in one.
cos the one side of the hair is curlin out the other way.
so unfair... maybe i shud get gel or wax n like form a nice ponytail.
hehe. yes i should do just that. lol.
ohh. and i may just go to school on monday with my new specs.
so it's either pple first notice my specs...
OR
my hair.
haha. soo funn! im changing mee!
n i wanna go get my 2nd earhole la...
boo boo boo!
AND NEW CLOTHES.
heh heh hehh...
went shopping today but cudnt find a nice bag.
shoo sadd. haixx.

monday n tues gt test.
but no mood to study la. haiss.
all the best to me!!! ):

ok... i shall officially type my loonng entry on OAC. ((: i haf tuition at 11 later so i gotta rush. sobb.. tuition straight away after camp. im tired u noe. eeeks. ok anywayy. all about camp! yes i admit it was tiring n siann n i got really really pissed n irritated by those pple some times. but still camp was g-r-e-a-t. 3/I was g-r-e-a-t too. n so was... ahemm. hahahaha. nahhs. at least the class did unite.. *grinns. so the first 2 days was hell... yeahh. den laater was ok le. cos i got used to it. lol.. i lurved low n high E la.... hahahaha. soo funn cann. tower also.. okie. n den. high E i did the criss cross thingy n completed it... was funn la. i want to try the others lehh!!! hrmpph. tower i did abseiling. which i thot was freaky.. and zipline. aka flying fox. i like jus jump down the thingy. hehe.. funnn!!!!! yupp. n guess wad.. i din shit for 6 days!!! ren until yesterday la! hahas. ohh. talking about toilets. u noe i had to dig out the stuffs in the toilet bowl with my bare hands? lol. me n ying wah was almost dying la... ayyss. sick. aniwaee. i still love the camp. yes..

ps: i did miss evryone kaees. who missed me??? lol.