omg. im blogging bcos i just heard that tj oac's undergoing major changes.
and it's just damn sad to know that. bcos oac has made such a great impact on my life. i cant BEAR to watch it just go away like that and people will not have the opportunity to undergo this great experience like WE did.

AHH OAC!!!

its just all the tough trainings and torture that makes us so strong and united. all the punishments and punctuality and seriousness that we were finally trained to accomplish mountains. and it was and definitely OAC that made me realise how much more there is to this world then studying. there are like mountains out there to explore. AHH. and it was definitely OAC that made me so much fitter now.

like despite all 4 years in cedar tennis i could only clock 15mins plus for 2.4km and die and just 2/3 months in oac that my timing just dropped down to 13 minutes! and and and. oh my gosshh. how much respect we had for the seniors and all our good buddies. and.... SIGH. running in the rain with our heavy backpacks filled with sand and water. up those slopes, how we were always shouted at to "CLOSE THE GAPS!" how we sang and cheered during our trainings and in the mountains. how we were forced to run 400m within 2 mins if not run again. and and and.... how i felt before each training, even taking glucose so that i can endure the training. how we used to climb how many floors? 26 with those heavy backpacks within 3 minutes? how yong used to help me and gave me so much encouragesments. how we 3 girls had to do those pull ups. OMG.

just when i had a dream that i climbed a mountain.

wthh. please dont make oac undergo such a major reformation. I MISS OAC ): poor eug & everyone else must have went through tonnes to save the club.
people should actually learn from them. OAC!!

stupid brenda why did you leave!

aaaaccchooooooooo!
i just got back from mugging session with wahh & xiang. & now i have a cold.
the library was tooo cold. rahh!
anyway. i thought i saw my tj classmates there.
then again. i dont know.lol.
sighh. i miss my life.

People step in and out of our lives.
they take away abit of us, and give us some of themselves.
some add new things into our lives, some brighten them up, some ruin.
some brings us laughter, joy. some brings us pain, sadness.

it's nice to think of the past once in a while.
& i realised how much i've changed bcos of the people around me.
how much you have changed me.

sigh. why do people change
why do i feel like you're not the same anymore.
where are you my dear! pls tell me there's still some part of you there.
&that its not all been taken away.