its been awhile since i last write something here
i mean.. me =]
hmmm!
i'll wait for you.
(:

its been a long long time.
and i guess.
alot of things have happened.

its the contradictions of my mind,
my thoughts, my feelings.
i am aware of what i feel.
or at least i think so.
i just really dont know what i want after all.
these tears fall for a reason.
the stab into my heart pierces for a reason.
i could stop all these.
but something's just slowing me down.
my vision's blurred.
my reflection's disfigured.
my heart's cringed.
fear?
stupidity?
stumped.
unbalanced.
exhausted.
what can the two in love do?

i wanna major in kickboxing.
yes.
i wanna go back to amore.
booo. and see my ray. hahaha.

i can do social studies.
yes. i can and i will do well in it.
my languages as well.
must brush up.
i'm gonna FOCUS.
concentrate.

ur 300th entry!
and i posting it!
(:
anyway
yes
wadeva it is
moody grumpy happy angry or wadeva
i'll always be here for you no matter what (:
and i know ur capable of overcoming that bit of grumpiness and moodiness yeah!
dearie jia you =P

jiu shi ai ni ai zhe ni heh.
larry hearts you.

can you please tell me why ive been so moody.
and im just so grumpy to you and i hate that.
im sorryy. sigh.
this whole feeling is really bad.

anyway.
i need to lose some weight.