this is when i blog.
when im feeling a little down
VERY BORED and with nothing to do.
when i've lost the motivation to study
and im starting to get annoyed at myself.

its frustrating to stone and be so inprogressive with work.
when you're aware how much you are lagging behind.
and when the dreadful exams are nearing and
YOU JUST DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY.
and you're afraid of retaining. so contradicting.

i need more entertainment. more fun.
i need to do more crazy stuffs.
like how retarded i was in secondary schools.
and how we all had fun together.
and talked and crapped together.
today. its just superficial.
SO BORING.

life should be more interesting.
but just dont make me fall for anyone.
i think thats torturing.
maybe thats probably why my palms are like that.
and why fortune tellers are actually quite good at their jobs.

i want to go watch Ratatouille!