i'll live life in anticipation
so there's something i'm always looking for.
something i want in my life.

&at least i can look forward to that moment.

I DID IT I DID IT! i went to the gym and i ran 5km! hahaha

I DID IT.
so stop suaning me jeremy toh sumo! >.<

YAY!

anyway i was sppose to stay in the library to finish up my AP,GP den this group of guys came and just sat at the table without asking and the person who sat beside me smelt of ciggs. it was like choking me. so i decided to just go. haha. besides, i was stuck in the corner so it was damn weird. haha. so i just packed up and left when the guy who sat beside me walked away. lol. argh they spoilt my plans! but nvm. i'll still finish it up tonight. yay to the muggers! haha. we never seem to complete what we plan to do! but nvm. haha. 'm sure we're still on track somehow.

&so our goal: to finish all the practice papers we have until we have no more practice papers to do! ;D

and invitation to all:
DIM SUM BUFFET AT PENINSULAR THIS THURSDAY! 1130AM- 230PM
$ 11.80++

its a pretty weird. i dont know why im doing all these too! argh.

the stupid gym is packed with pple and so i cant go and exercise.

OHMYGOD. i need to get workingggg! )x

sometimes we're all so busy that we fail to realise things around us.
sometimes we're all too selfish that we've neglected those beside us.
sometimes we're all too bothered that we've even lost ourselves.

sometimes.. we should just slow down our steps, stop and look again.
where is everyone? what is it that we're really pursueing for? where's our dreams? what's life?

why am i working so hard for?

&I believe there are reasons behind everything
there's is a purpose.
to life.

perhaps you dont know what your words can do to a person or rather you are such an insensitive prig. all i know is that you dont know me well enough. and you have no right to judge who i am. (: and i pretty much know who i am myself and i can say that im not whatever fake or shit stuffs. im just being who i am and who i want to be.
bleahh.

econs paper 2 ended already. a huge load down. i know i didnt do well bcos i couldnt rmb whatever i memorised so it was pretty much like a crapping paper. but then again somehow i just dont feel like ive done badly (not that its cos i think i did ok) but rather i think its cos i kinda grew quite immune to the whole exam thing. like it didnt mean as much as it used to be to me anymore. i think im just quite sick of the whole education thing. but arhhhs. whatever this isnt the time to stop and slack. im still going to make sure that i do well for the other papers. especially for sciences. and i must make sure my organic chem improves. i must i know i can and i will. and so can you!
heh. so today we had a mini class outing. we went to eat breakfast and sat at some random place in amk hub but got chased away by the security guard after that bcos its like an illegal gathering. but yeah. we still went somewhere else and sit down to eat. haha. outside of amk hub to be exact. then after that we went to catch a movie. "Made of Honour" yeah. it was a pretty nice movie. and i shall not elaborate (: after that we went to ntuc to get fruits for ceph and also bought sushi for ourselves! =D haha. den we went to cepheus house to slack. wheeee! haha. his house is damn relaxing like it just soothes our soul cos of the peeing boy.lol. & after that i went for a RUN!! yay

sigh.somehow i just think that all this thing is damn wrong. i want to tell you but i just cant bring myself to bcos i really dont know if it being like this would be better. but i just hope that maybe... you're right and i'm wrong.it's too scary to think about it.

this person is making me think alot.
"dont try to fake your personality. if that's who you are. just leave be."

and im damn confused now bcos i know im anti-social and yet i can be sociable too. but it all really depends. but the thing is really! am i unsociable or sociable!
and if im unsociable and yet i act sociable i think thats damn fake and disgusting.

all i know.. is that i know im unsociable. but i want to be sociable.
im not going to lead an unsociable life. thats gonna be damn miserable.
but who knows me really...

I CANT STAND IT. WHY CANT I DOWNLOAD MSN MESSENGER! and now i have to resort to using msn WEB messenger which lags. and i dont wanna use the stupid windows messenger cos it looks old and un cool. haha. RAHH. this is damn irritating.

I WANT MY MSN MESSENGER! anyway i think this laptop is cocked up already. and i spent my fifty dollars capital land voucher to repair it. ARGH! i could have spent it on something else better. like clothes. hahahah. okay. im deprived of shopping lah! i want to buy that topshop blouse but eugenia dont let ): and i want my vagary watch!! i hope mummy gets it for me. hee (x

I JUST CAME BACK FROM A RUN! yayness. but i had super bad stitch bcos idiot chow insisted that we go run at 830 and so i didnt had time to digest my food. and now im like burping out my dinner. i can taste some chicken rice and magnum ice cream. oh ya. which is why i went jogging bcos i ate MAGNUM CHOC. lol. and i saw the nutrtion label and it had 30g of FAT. disgusting. hopefully i lost it all away with that run. though it was a short wan. i but i think it was at least 2km. but cos both of us had stitches so we decided to stop. and i did 5o sit ups. and we slacked.

chow told me something about this northa-something guy that predicts that the world is going to end in 2012 and that before the world comes to an end there wound be alot of natural disasters like cyclone nargis and sichuan earthquake and that before the world ends there'll be a third anti-christ leader and that its rumoured to be obama. which freaked me out even more bcos... 2012 is like only what 4 more years? I DONT WANT THE WORLD TO ENDD ): and if its gonna end just let me quit school now and enjoy life.

haha. but i think chow's just faking me. he's full of nonsense. bleahhhhhs!
and today! i finished my yellow book. but i hope i can still remember whatever i read bcos i totally cannot be bothered to go memorise. though i can rmb bits and pieces here and there. like protectionism advantages 1. protect infant indus 2.prevent dumping 3.maintain employment and safeguard interest 4........................ and so i cant rmb. okay.
so that means!!!

BRENDA ITS TIME TO MUG!

whee. haha. BYE (:

me and terry cleared 4 bags of rubbish from the guitar room today. & we revamped the whole concept. yeah man. we rock. THANK YOU TERRY! (:

OOO WHHEEEEE YAYYY.