Sunday, November 27, 2005

it's official.
brenda is flying off TONIGHT.
she's leaving her house at... 1000pm
and her flight is 1230.
i tink(x
haha. ok whatever.
im terribly happy.
cos it'll be sooo fun at aussie.
mahh second home!
im gonna buy lots of stuff
and im gonna tann till i get all dark and peeling.
no. wait. i WONT peel.
bcos i will be a good girl and put all neccessary protection.
den i will take lots of photos.
and show it to everyone so you'll get all green with JEALOUSY.
heh. and i will be able to see all the cutie hunks in aussie.
unlike the ones in sg. =x
are der even a single one? hoh. JK.
see. im terribly happy.
im gonna bring my NEW camera, FX-8.
im gonna steal mah bro's IPOD NANO.
im gonna ENJOY myself! or am i not?
im now fantastically sad.
cos im gonna miss everyone else in sg.
im gonna miss eugenia, yingwah, xianglin, lazy, gbro, best fren.
and of couse.my sunRAY. and perharps BONG.
SIGH. you know wad. we have to have our KFEB outing!
yingwah.
kickboxing straight away when i get back.
yingwah and xianglin.
better go get tics for me for 7th nov.
and keep me updated for chalet stuff.
tell sotong i or WE dont mind being games coordinator.
so funn. (: and we could help out in anything else.
WAIT FOR ME FOR CHICKEN LITTLE.
and wad... oh ya. when's our K-session?
hah.
to lazy.
pouts-
ill be unable to crap.
ill be unable to TALK TO ANYONE.
sobbs. ill miss my phone. SIGH.
lazy is soo lazy.
but lazy is nice too.
cos lazy let my pour out myy grudges. (:
thanks lazy. hah.
to gbro.
stupid idiot.
stop talking to me.
i hate you ahh! but you better save that movie for me. ):
ill get back the babes for you. hah.
and let me know your final decision on the name! (x
who else? Ray. hais. oh ya.
best-friend.
i havent talked to best friend for 5, 6 days?
whats this. okays. sigh. nvm.
mus take care.
yeahh.

i'll miss everyone(:
take care and miss me too.
HUGGS-

10:58

Friday, November 25, 2005

had a weird dream last night.
dreamt of him.
againn!
bahhs. its bad lah. bad bad.
but den again.
it was a sweet dream. hahs.
kk.
you knw wad.
campus superstar is such a freaking success.
i CANT wait for it to start lah! aha.
and in a few days time i'll be flying away.
in fact.. 2 mre days.
and i havent packed a shit!
haha. i know alot of pple are gonna miss me.
nehhs- (x
i shall put more songs into my mp3 tonight.
den i wouldnt die of boredom. lol.
bt its not gonna be boring. so.. hahs.
WHATEVER.
im a sillygirl.
No. im not.
bubah.
im stuck all alone at home.
tmr..
oh ya! wad am i suppose to do tmr?
ayys. dont even noe whether i can get out.
based on e fact tat i havent packed, i dont tink so.
hah. and u noe wad.
i think im super lucky. (:
i actually went overseas 4 times.
march was japan.
june was thailand and taiwan.
and den its gonna be aussie.
hmmm.
i shud be grateful.

ok. to those that are downn.
SMILE.

13:16

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

blog blog blog.
but i dont feel like blogging now.
ok. bye. hahs.

12:42

Monday, November 21, 2005

hmmm.
went to watch harry potter today..
not bad.
den we ended up going for campus again. haha.
wups.
ok. so at the end. i realised i had NO key.
and so i couldnt get home.
xianglin and yingwah left le.
den i called up my superb fren.
and i went ESPLANADE.
at night noes.
HURRAY.
haha.
kk. and dinn stay for long.
sad. cos my mum called up.
yeahh.
whatever it is.
tmr's KB. im happy.

23:00

Sunday, November 20, 2005

jus came back from bishan.
went to support the campus superstars.
heh heh. quite fun yah.
cos the pple der all not bad wans.
dere were cedarians.
and they got out.
-embarrasment-
okays. and den.
junyang waved at me specially.
hoho. r u jealous? (:
cos wanted to shout for yingwah de. but she couldnt see.
and he waved at ME!! haha.
but sugi didnt.
nvm. der seem to be more sugi fans nowadays!
boo. alrights. and we almost got interviewed for some thingy by junyang and sugi
so they were RIGHT IN FRONT OF US!! haha.
and there's two pple im gonna chase for campus superstar.
the first shuai wan.
from temasek i tink.
he looks like. him. bleah.
and next is i dunno. forgot.
hahah. STM.

NOW! kickboxing.
i FINALLY SAW RAY.
he cut his hair.
and he was 1 metre near me THRICE!
oh man. i LOVE himm.
but boo. guess i'll never ever get to know him.... SIGH-

to someone. i dont know wad happened to you.
but your ignorance is killing me and i dont know why.
i need you here! x(

to mahh superb friend who is my bestest boy DASH friend. yes.
haha. thanks for those msgs.
it peaked me up! (:
THANKEW SO SO MUCH.

sighh. till dens...
taaas-

21:27

Friday, November 18, 2005

went towning yesterday!! (:
but i had to wait for someone for 1 and a 1/2 hrs!
AHEMM. hahas.
okays. den i manage to get pressies for parents! (x
alrites. we WANTED to watch a movie but everywhere was just harry potter and more harry potter.
pissiating. BLEAH.
so we walked arnd Plaza Sing.
and yahh. later went to see my darl.
ESPLANADE!
haha. and laughed at couples agn. lol.
ok. merlion was spoilt yesterday cos she sudd stop spitting water...
bt den it got back to norm agns.
my gb came later. haha.
too bad he came too late we only stayed for a while and had to go already.
after tat it got really awkward.
bt hecks ahh. heh.
and im feeling superly tired today
because SOMEONE woke me up to talk jus cos that SOMEONE couldnt sleep.
and it got really crappy.
ended up the two of us were really really hungry
our stomachs growling like mad
so we decided to sleep to 4get the pangs. haha..

went to sengkang to do homework today.
manage to finish chem stuffs.
but left out alot of questions.
we totally forgot EVERYTHING.
lousy us. haha.
better recap everything before i get to school!
after that we went check out make up stuffs
cos RA needed them for her confirmation stuff.
fun! (x

ahhh.
i just cant wait for sundayy!!

18:18

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

trng was crap today.
we actually lost to juniors 4-0!
haha.
but we won the next.
seriously, by LUCK.
and most points were lost cos of ME.
inconsistency.
im just bad lah. haha.
no hope le. i give up!
and i burnt myself this morning..
but it isnt that bad lah.
okok.
tmr gg out with yw.
i feeling like kboxing yah.
i wanna see Ray.
and i dont mind bong too.
HAIS. ok. shut up. :(

i changed my blog skin.
cos i thought maybe den my tagboard would work..
i even did a complete new taggie and it STILL isnt working.
argh.
can someone be so nice as to do one for me?? :((
pleasee.

16:25

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

WHERE IS RAY!
alrights.
i was anxiously waiting for today cos i thought i would be able to see ray.
like FINALLY.
but NO.
it was Bong instead.
but thats quite ok.
cos Bong is my second fav.
haha.
but his KB is TORTURE man.
i had fun laughing at myself though.
yw. got picked again.
nvm. its gd noe.
got his attention. :(
ok. and so now he is permanently teaching there.
HURRAY. err. yah.
so now...
i dunno if i shud go for Ray or Bong's lesson.
cos Bong's lesson is tiring.
i sweat more.
MEANS MORE CARBO LOST YOU KNOW!!!
and his crunches more shiok den Rays''
haha. and u noe wad.
he did demo on us.
me and yw.
he chose yw at first lah.
den she go pt at me.
HAHA. in the end she was made to do a tougher demo.
LOL. nehhnehhnipoopoo.
yupps. i was jus made to stand der and put my hand so he could use it as a target.
so stupid.
alright. and yw was made to do demo on punches! HEH HEH.
aint i evil?
lol. but still.
if only it was Ray who asked me to do the demo.
sighh.
and poor prissy didnt see Ray in the end. haha.
so we shall try to sneak her through another trial. (:
ok. and now. i wanna sign up for another 3 months course.
SHUD I?
but that'll mean money.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HOW.

23:18


this kinda feeling is weird.
its like im sick.
but im not.
there's like something spinning in my head.
im super giddy la.
i look at something and it takes a few secs to see it still.
what's this??
for one moment im sweating.
and the other im cold.
abit of headache too.

WHERE"S MY DOCTOR?

ok. and so that was why i slept early. 11plus.
woke up at 3am to find 3 messages!
one frm godbro, ken, kevin.
=/
and i was actually soundly asleep when someone needed me.
how could i not be there for my best friend when he was feeling LOST.
sighh.
and den agn. i owe my bro yet another outing.
urghhs..

12:57

Monday, November 14, 2005

im delightfully happy cos RAY IS BACK!
(:(:(:(:(: (x(x(x(x(x(x
xDxDxDxDxD

15:16

Saturday, November 12, 2005

im so wonderfully proud of myself. (:
i made potato salad!
and i made ham n cheese wantons!
which are deliciously nice. heh heh.
now i can survive on my own.
hmmm.
i wanna go out.
being stuck at home isnt very funn.
but everyone else got lobang.
:(

hais. and the stupid person...
BLEAHs.
nvm..

im waiting for my chicken little!
and ders tonnes of show i dont mind watching.
but...

21:09

Friday, November 11, 2005

boo.
my tagboard isnt working and its killing me.
cos im lazy to go look for another "company"
flooble?
ayyyys. dunno.
anw.
if u wanna leave a msg,
you could go add a testimonial in friendster.
-waiting-
dying.


gotta think of a nice nice name for mr gd devil.
shawn nicholas alex tan so far the best.
wad about? adrian?
haha. cos i was thinking of adrian pang.
shawn nicholas adrian tan.
adrian is super cute.
i wanted ray too! but it sounded weird...
Ray tan? haha. like rambutan.. xD
den i was reading the angels and demons bk..
and this guy.. he was called maximillian.
lol. so it'll be shawn nicholas maximillian tan.
hahaha. (x ok. OH OH.
maybe it could be
shawn nicholas MICHEAL tan.
OR.
shawn nicholas ERIC TAN.
HEH!.
this is getting nonsensical.
i shall make a whole list of name.
alphabetical order. haha.
Alex
Adrian
Adam
Abel
Bryan
Bernard
Benjamin
Christopher
Calvin
Dexter
Dominic
Donnaven
Eugene
Ernest
Freddie
Goofy
GARETT
Gurmit
Howard
Harry [potter -.-]
Ian
Joseph
Joshua
Joel
Jeremy
Jeffery
January!
haha. lame.
K-one? -.-
Ken
Kevin
Kermit!
Leo
Leonard
Leon
Matthew
Micheal
Nigel
O
P
Q
Raymond
Ray
Roy
Ronnie
Robin [hood]

Sylvester
Samuel
Sam
Steven
Tony
Terry
U
V
William
WAYNE
Wonka!
Willy!
X
Y
Zed

maybe he could be ShawN NicholaS SteveN tan hue chuan
den all his three christian name would have S or N in front and at the back!
see the pattern? hahs.
alrights. ignored-

songsreminded me of the past.
thememories that have hurtmy heart.

12:48

Thursday, November 10, 2005

booo.
must i really start on homework?!
sighh. der's really nothing to do ahh...
and now that RAY has gone for reservice.
argh. can i cry?
haha. i havent seen him for a month!
bleah.. ):
kickboxing is nothing without him.
act Bong's not bad lah.
but he's jus no wher to be found..
alrights.
little bro must take care.
SMILE.

thepasthurts.

12:22

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

CLASS BBQ
it was fun lah.
haha. and i realised pasir ris beach IS the beach we always go to.
heh. i noe im slow lah.
im not street smart and alls u noe.
so.. i dinn manage to find the rock!
ok anw. the tide was super low.
and it was freaky cos the sea sudd became so far away and u could see like....
nvm. there was practically litter everywher.
the things tt INCONSIDERATE pple throw onto the beach u noe.
yah. all sinked to the bottom. and we could see it bcos of the super low tide.
we actually thought the beach was super clean in the afternoon.
got eye witnesses k!
ahh. den. the sky was super nice cos there were lots of STARS.
twinkle twinkle... haha.
and they started crapping arnd.
i couldnt stone properly.
haha. nvm. at least ive seen the sea! (:
and it happened that ken was at chalet.
which was at the other end of the park.
heh. so sorry. made them walk all the way der just to eat pathetic food.
and thanks for their help.
oh. btw.
i slept for only.. 5 hrs!
cos i had trng in e morning.
and i woke up with my right hand aching.
ive found the cause.
bcos i was bbq-in so much.
den u noe kiap the things with that kiaping thing?
yeah. whatever. haha.
so now its ACHING!
BOO.
pst.imboredathome.

14:26

Sunday, November 06, 2005

im in love with jay.
ok. missed KICKBOXING.
HOW CAN RITE.
that's like almost one month not seeing Ray already.
bleah. -sad-
alrite.
ytd's recording was funn. i guess.
but sugi!!! dunno wad happen to him lah.. sigh.
oh. n den. we realised someone keep dianing pple. Zzz Zzz.
you know wad. we shall not interfere into pple's stuffs. (:
hrmm.
and den der's gonna be CFC chalet.
and im gonna miss it
cos of my aussie trip.
australia again.
haish. :(
nvm.
hopefully aus will be fun enough..
BOOHOO.
im still sad abt my kickboxing.
bahhs. BYE.

13:53