if i can get any worse off. my god. i can't believe how suay i am. such bad horrible things always have to happen on me and it's PW, it's ONE WHOLE YEAR. what the hell. let's just hope things get better. if not. there goes. )x

i realised i haven't blogged for ages and i dont know who someone mysterious might be spying on my blog like how we spy on others. haha. alot of things happened. not alot but it's quite sad now. cos i'm in AJ and i'm not adapting. actually i think the class is good but odac.. it's different from TJ. everything's different. i'm not even blendind in now bonding with them. rahh. i just want to get back to my crazy person in TJ. no company though.

and nowww. just when i'm starting to get fit with all that oac trainings. i'm losing it. i need to run!! and ever since i came back from the mountains, i've been eating non stop. ): and so i gained those horrible kilos. blergh. and we went fish and co just now. whee. =D

im back from the mountains and i feel so gooood. haha. yah right. alrights. i admit i wasnt having lots of fun in the mountains. probably bcos of my aching neck and headaches and i even fell sick. but now. 'm missing it so much lah. booo. so now. it was the last time our full team ( except edward and michael) for first three months of tjOAC went on the expedition and conquered mount Stong and Ayam. =D it was tough i tell you. climbing up those steep slopes and all the steps here and there and rushing down the mountain slipping, falling, getting ourselves dirty and all that. but i'm really grateful of being in that wonderful despite all the tough disgusting trainings. it's been an experience i'll and everyone else i'm sure, will never forget. RIGHT? we went caving too and i was having high fever at that time but i guess it helped. after that i just kept eating nonsense and god knows why i recovered the next day. like i ate everything that could've probably made my condition worse but i got BETTER. muahaha. (x on the train back to spore was my bday. it struck 12 in the train and yupp. i think this bday is probably one of the best lah. heh. everyone made me this jar with messages from them. and when we got back to sg and to tj to wash up everything i'm glas i got back my high and crazy self and spent the last few happy moments with them. (: so at the end of the day it was goodbye. yupp. got back my phone but batt flat. charged it when i got home and i received like at first. 8msgs. den i came back again and there was like what. 19msgs. lol. most wished me lah. i was sooooo sad when i thought i didnt see my darlings' messages okay! haha. but i did lah. except.... amanda): den chow they all also never. but nevermind. best friend remembered and brother too. like finally. WHEE. haha. jansen too, shannon, yangyu,... lalala. so sweet =D and those testimonials. esp siew min's.. so touchy lah. but anyhow. THANKS SO MUCH EVERYBODY! (:

im loving you guys so much. =D

i shall blog now since i've got time. went trekking on saturday. which was yesterday. at bukit timah. with 7 1.5 litres of water load. which is equivalent to hmmm. 10.5kg? my shoulder hurtsss! and my knees. are screwed. okay. its the right one. i can't straighten it. it's like it's pulled or something. i dont know. but i sure cant afford to be injured right before march xp. i'd kill myself. bleah. and i gotta pack the bag by wednesday. i dont know how on earth i'm suppose to get that done cos i still have to buy loads of things. rahhh. and i HAVE to get to the fbt fac outlet to get my shorts!!! ): can't imagine having to go AJ instead of TJ from wednesday on. TJ's been like part of me already. sigh. i should really stop complaining and brooding over this. i dont wanna hate school lah. then its gonna be so dreadful for every single day of my next 2years. ohmygosh.