friends.
problems.
tests.
studies.
stress.
loneliness.
fear.
my fault.
yupp.
and im doing nothing to change it.
maybe cos........ yupp.
i dun wanna face these problems.
dun wanna face reality.
or probably just hiding.

sighh. 1 mre week and the term's OVER.
4 more weeks and its english EOY.
6 more weeks and EOYs officially starts.
1 more yr (plus plus) and it's O'lvls.
study, study and more studying.
sometimes its jus saddening to know that you've put in so much effort for the tests and some who didn't study much, like last min revision, gets better than you.
and then it sets me thinking why i'm actually studying soo hard for...
does results really matter that much?
what's living in this world all about la?
jus to study and torture yourself for half your life to get good grades, a worthy job and den you die.
can't things be any more fun. blahs. this is nonsensical.

anyway. i am finally done with my book.
the ending's terrible please.
Macon is sooo suppose to get together with Halley.
that's true love! hrmph.
or maybe...................
it dinn exist.

but still.
i have to work harder.
zhihaojiayoule.

sorrytopple.
youandyou.
andyou.

love weisong.

haha. the TWO of them are now crazy over yangyang.
im still LOYAL to my LWS. so sad.
after this week and the next, i'll never get to see him again!! ):
i so want tickets to 1st SEPTEMBER! someone pei me thick skin??
okays. so i went toa payoh today to return my library book and den wanted to borrow another one.
ended up spending dunno how long der and borrowed like 4 books.
2 english and 2 chinese. yw so hiong borrow so many chinese books.
but they all look nice la. im jealous. hah.
started reading the eng bk. so sian.
as in not my type.
it's all about friendship and alls.
thats like quite pri sch bk la.
shall read abit more if it's really not nice ar...
haha. forget it.
i GOTTA study. sobbs.
byebye and tc.
love you.
not you.
weisong. (x

"ni ye bu shi chuan pink....
haiya..."
quote. my LWS (:
so cute! hahs.
im super irritated.
superstar was suppose to start at 12! stupid channel u go change timing for wad.
make me miss junyang's JUMP. bleah.
sigh. so i guess weilian dinn sound as nice the 2nd time.
just when i was starting to like junyang he got out. hah. too bad.
anyways. i want to go for preview too.
hmmm.
that's alot of hw to do.
i still got stupid ban yue ji and amath worksheets.
and haven started studying for my SS.
so freaky.
next next week is end of term3 le.
and EOYs are coming!!! =x
well dens. guess i gt nothing to blog abt le.
all the best to my testS.

shall jus do a brief summary of things so far.
i dunno why but i jus CANT study. sighh. 4get it.
went for doc's apptmnt ytd.
had like almost 10 injections on my face.
and did a blood test too.
for the medicine la.
the side effects are kinda freaky.
so is the cost la. hmmm. wadever.
oh. and i cutted my hair.
it is now short.
and quoted by my cousin. like a helmet. hrmm..
shall see tmr.
my stupid mp3's not working once again.
it's killing me.
chemistry is killing me too.
3 chapters with alot to memorise
and i really mean alot,
is too much.
>.< i'll go study on tues. and wed.
wells, all the best to me.
bye.

thought he's out...
we still love him just as much.
we know he deserves it more than -him-.
we'll get to see him arnd rightt.
yes. and xl must cheer up!
hen xiang ni. (:

stressed.
x

ni yao xue zhe jian qiang.
yi ding yao xing fu.

kaes. i shall blog blog blog till i sian.
wanna die la. i was suppose to go for PWB's performance at ESPLANADE yesterday and i dinn go.
am suppose to be at his QIAN CHANG HUI now and i dinn go.
wanna slapp myself sia.
I MISS MY PWB! :( BOO.
guess it'll be a loonng looong time till i get to see him again... :'(
secondly my weisong!
wanna go see him la. superstar faster comee!
and make him be super cute on that day.
plus stop cutting off all his comments. hrmphf. x(

okays. enough about today.
yesterday! red and white dayy.
damn siao. i act cried.
but anyways. i dont want to see all our effort gone to waste la.
okays. den we all got mad for the community singing. cedar rocks la. heh.
and finally kboxing...
i realised my voice is flat, low and disgusting. haha.
kbox rocks la. i wanna go back agn.
but this time im not gonna maluate myself. lols.
xianglin has potential to be the next superstar! haha.
true kaes. must take note of her.
have to improve on my chinese sia. all the wrds i dunno how to read.
and nowadays i dont go memorising the lyrics so it gets abit. hmmm.
yupps. i jus intepret the lyrics the way i tink it is. hehes.
the kbox guy is haha.
one idiotic wan
and one not so bad wan.
ok. he obviously um chio-ed at us twice.
cos we were stupidly acting cute for the stupid song ai ni. haha.
and he entered. den i jus hid behind xl's back.side. =x hehs.
paiseh la.
den i was pissed with the other kbox guy who dinn understand english.
he can jus go and die.
and wanted to sabo the next batch of pple. so i went to make changes to the mike vol, the echo thingy and all. teehhees. only to maluate myself cos it gave out a large shriek and the not-too-bad kbox guy was in the room opp ours and he was like ya. um chio-ing agn. bleahs.
oh ya. i keep zhao xia-ing and doing stupid stuffs.
haha. and yw's voice veh misleading. i keep following her.
plus i always dunno how to start the song like come out with tunes of my head. heh.
we shall go der agn next time to de-stress.
time to save up! (:
and i demand for a bigger room next time!

till dens.
happy birthday spore!

i need to blog. haha. im not studying! sigh- NO MOOD. hees.
went out today. towning. first met eugenia den yingwah.
they arent as shopaholic as me. hahs.
i bought a topshop top and pan wei bo's cd just for the qian ming hui on tues.
i wanna go but no one's going with me! HOW?!
ANYWAY. aiya. so irritating. the stupid board thingy for BE YOUSELF DAY.
let us win la. the MR LUM must give us high high marks! boo 3P. hrmphf.
we put in more efforttttt.
but it always turn out like -that-.

ayys. imiss my lee wei song la.
i still tink junyang's voice is too alike to JJ.
i admit his singing is good.
but TOO ALIKE la.
derrick still better. hehs.
i mean at least his voice is DIFFERENT.
but you noe wad?
WEISONG IS THE BEST. thankew. heeeees.

bye bye. i still dowan study la. sigh

i need to blog. haha. im not studying! sigh- NO MOOD. hees.
went out today. towning. first met eugenia den yingwah.
they arent as shopaholic as me. hahs.
i bought a topshop top and pan wei bo's cd just for the qian ming hui on tues.
i wanna go but no one's going with me! HOW?!
ANYWAY. aiya. so irritating. the stupid board thingy for BE YOUSELF DAY.
let us win la. the MR LUM must give us high high marks! boo 3P. hrmphf.
we put in more efforttttt.
but it always turn out like -that-.

ayys. imiss my lee wei song la.
i still tink junyang's voice is too alike to JJ.
i admit his singing is good.
but TOO ALIKE la.
derrick still better. hehs.
i mean at least his voice is DIFFERENT.
but you noe wad?
WEISONG IS THE BEST. thankew. heeeees.

bye bye. i still dowan study la. sigh

song is darn cutee.

see him stick out his tongue. ahh!