i love exercising wheeeeee(:
somehow it just makes me feel so much bettter after that. & so i shall not be lazy anymore and exercise more! =D yayy!
i ran pretty long today. almost an hour. took my usual route and then i told myself that i should try to run longer. so i took another route, i turned left instead of right. and then i just came running all the way and i tried running back and halfway i got lost. in the end i had to turn about which looked kind of retarded cos i literally ran into a dead end. oh wells, thank god not many pple were there. heh.
then i stepped onto the weighing scare and WOOHOO. i lost about 0.5kg. hee.

anyhow. i went for an interview this morning. and i realised that actually i could have answered some questions better. sigh. i should always think through properly before i get into an interview bcos im always so muddle headed and im always forgetting my stuffs. BRENDA ):

yesterday was a pretty interesting day. alot of things happened which made me think of a lot of other stuff. im just glad im not as bothered about that thing anymore. sometimes we should really learn to let go.

tomorrow brings an end to today.

there's something wrong with my internal clock. i keep waking up at 11am. HMMMM. maybe its cos im used to nepal time cos that'll make it 830am there. haha. oh wells. the other sg tour group's probably having fun there right now. arhhs.

sometimes i'd rather not hope.
maybe i should just leave things as it is.
maybe that's how it's all suppose to be anyway.
am i being over sensitive.
or maybe it wasnt suppose to be at all.
maybe i'm just being foolish
stupid.

sigh. what a world.
what are friends for anyway.

):

i'm back from nepal and im missing it terribly.
I LOVE NEPAL. all of us do.
SIGH. and plus we had a cute guide that yingwah was crazy over (AHEM) haha. oh wells.
im definitely returning back there again. to climb one of the mountains this time.
but first. i'll have to train up first.
ANYBODY INTERESTED? hee. please look for me so we can go train up together ):
lol.

the first day we reached there we got quite a shock bcos the country was yeah. kind of low down and dirty and all that. esp when i stepped into the toilet. haha. at that time i just wanted the 8 days to just fly by so i could get back to the comforts of singapore. but then we soon got to experience and love the country. it's just so untouched, so original. so pretty. especially the landscapes. rafting and boating through the mountains. SIGH. trekking up to the stupa and to those schools.

OH. and we are so gonna set up our own NGO. but yeah. we should start small first. hahaha. im gonna sign up as a volunteer! anybody interested could come join me, visit the website www.ccf.org.sg (children cancer foundation)

OH WELLS. NEPAL! ):

im feeling so sad for AJ prom bcos the more i hear from other schools. i just think aj prom was quite boring... okay actually it was reallllyyy boring.
bcos firstly there was NO DANCE. not like other schools that even went for after prom (when we are already LEGAL) we had no dance, no dance at all. not even at the hotel itself.
and then it was sooo long. it ate into our clubbing time and we didnt club. haha. i just thought it was too draggy. and the "games" we played werent even fun at all. it doesnt even involve us. ayys. what the heck. its over. im just happy to see eveyrone all dressed up and that's already a good memory to keep. but thanks anyway i know people did put in effort for us.(:

anywayy! i think today is damn fufilling.
we went to sentosa to sun tan but it was rather cloudy. BUT we still got burnt. lol. unknowingly. i only realised now bcos im feeling hot and hot. haha. and im looking red. and then we thought that the card allowed us access to sentosa the whole day so we foolishly went to vivo for lunch thinking that it was cheaper and ended up not being able to re-enter sentosa. HAHA. joke. but so we decided to do something else instead...

we climbed mount faber

haha. i love climbing actually i dont know why.though its tiring. but i just like it. it makes me feel satisfied. heh. we reached the peak!! its called FABER POINT. hahah. and then we decided to go to henderson waves. the new long long bridge that looks like a wave. haha. and then we found a nice spot to just sit down and rest. heh. super relaxing. whee. walked down again. and got misleaded by the two people again. (okay never ever follow their directions even when they say they know the way. LIARS!) haha. ended up taking a bus back to where we started again.
quite amazing actually. we walked alot today(:
i like!
i should go climb more mountains.

YAY TO US!

sigh. my dear 50 dollars. why did you fly away!
argh.
it's the second time im losing money. i dont know why. im just damn careless. argh.
how can i just let it FLY away like that. sigh.
im not going back to that place anymore. haha.
and even if i do. im not sitting at that place where the fan is blowing. and im not gonna let my money fly away.
so now im gonna save up. im gonna stay at home the whole entire week.
im not going for kbox. im not gonna pub. im not gonna club.
i'll just stay at home and pack for my trip and study for my BTT.
and of course. im not gonna SHOP.
DEPRESSING!

i should really focus on getting a job to feed my expenditure. mummy's already complaining. haha. and i got rejected yesterday cos of my stupid trip! which i really regret going cos it's really expensive. but what the heck. i'll enjoy it to the very last bit so that i dont waste that money. hopefully it'll be nice! thees.
NEPAL NEPAL NEPAL!