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Saturday, February 12, 2005
yeahh. i thot i was just so perfectly okay like this. but the same thoughts keep coming back to me. i just cant stop thinking about.... "it" and i come up with a fake pretence that woww. it doesnt affect me at all. bleahh. is this me? trying to hide away from the truth. to avoid the feeling of being hurt again. does it help? when i bottle things up. but there's no one to really talk to anyway. or am i negelcting the pple around me. cos im not even trying to tell anyone anything sighh. is this me? i run away from everything. i wanna escape. change my life. brainwash me or something. eekks. and im not coping with my studies at all. whats happening to me larr. arghh... help.
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