im gonna be super moody here.
until i cannot be moody anymore.
i hate myself lah.
hate hate hate.
its not like im TRYING.
i am NOT even trying to get chem into my head.
can i jus please stop being distracted.
no surprise if i do terribly for the test.
sighh. what's wrong lah. i feel so freaking hopeless and everything.
HUGGS PILLOW.
sighh. i need that thing to rely on.
sighh.
sighh.
siggh.

read someone's friendster.
and got myself updated.
the past.
annoying past.
so she was hurt too.
and so was he.
WHAT WAS THE REAL STORY THEN?
and i've yet to settle your present lah.
POO.
BLAHH!

fooshh. my internet's cocky again.
so i gotta use like weird stuffs to get to use IE.
like stupid msn explorer.
and ares. which can't type enters.
TROUBLESOME.poots`

this week's been kinda busy i guess.
it's only gonna get busier.
and busier and busier. (:
yupp.

ive got camp next week.
i tink the whole rocket thing is so funn!
mann. but my CIP falls on that day lah.
can someone please kill me?

im getting irritated.
everything's lagging.
my stupid stomach.
ok its not the stomach.
its part of my body.
it keeps "vibrating".
i mean like you know.
the muscles keep contracting.
and it's freaking irritating lah.
i suffered 4 periods of hiccups yesterday.

next week is test week.
monday- chemistry
tuesday- chinese oral
wednesday- emath timed assignment. ( or is it thurs? )
AND.
comprehension plus summary.
which is gonna be somewhen next week! but not fixed yet!!

okays. im tired.
last thing.

there's this person in my life i really treasure alot. though i konw sometimes. or maybe i should say.. all the time, i DONT show it. but look deep inside. you'll find the answer. i love you! thanks for everything once again!

brenda is tired
brenda needs sleep
brenda loves me (:

im sorry for today
yeahhhh
glad its over dearie
(:
loveyou!
love.

i'm halfway through english.
newspaper article.
didnt realised it was so badly done till i was typing it.
oh no. im getting stressed..... i mean "stressed" over my LANGUAGES.
cos they mean ALOT to my o'lvls.
and my SS. sighh. SAVE ME! ahhha. bahh-

yes. im gonna be extremely busy from now on.
so please book with me for any appointments whatsoever. haha.
help me think of a SONG. for presentation.
of pictures. hmmmmmm!
i dunno what to choose.

anyways.
lazyyy.
haha. i misslove you.

you are what makes this day indeed special to me.
ive got the greatest present on earth.
Eugenia cant compare with me! haha.
nobody can. (x

thanks to everyone else for their presents.
to yingwah for the BAG. haha. and that teeny bottle which is so CUTE.
xianglin for that funny card and NICE candy jugg!. haha.
amanda for that WONDERFUL brown candle!! smells heavenly lah! haha.
EUGENIA. for not letting me choose my chocolate. haha.
but i appreciate that anyway. ALMONDS! woohoo.
kkae. im off`

WORK's PILING UP ON ME.

hands entwined
im always here
just for you
(:

i'm telling you.
i'm trying to control my moods.

time time time.
WHERE ARE YOU.
hmmm.
i did dreamweaver today.
and the website came out...
astonishingly NICE.
hahaha. i mean. its. AVERAGE lah.
in fact higher than average. hahaha. =x

wind!
so chilling. why!
so cold. i need you. ):

say.. i gotta settle some stuffs.
hope it doesnt slip off my mind!
yupp. (x

CHEM TEST.
was terrible!
i mean. i blanked out.
so all the studying. like only 10% got through to my head.
im useless.
maybe i should start eating peaNUTS
and ginko NUTS.
to improve my brain. =s
heh. rightt.

it's late!
all i did today..
was bio.
and i dozed off TWICE.
thanks to sye yuet who called me about her selling of ROSES.
3 for i forgot how much. hahaha.
but she woke me up! (:
i love you!

no matter what
i noe u're always here in my heart
(:

我們勾勾手
不准不快樂.

yup.　

i know i will survivce
and so will you dearie
yes yes
lovemiss
(:

debate was bad. terrible.
no face. haha. bahh.
NVM.

ngee ann poly was HOT lah.
anw. nothing much.
cos we didnt really go check out the stuffs.
except for mass com.
bahh. canteen food is deceiving. yupp.
and btw.
im gonna start dieting from today on!
(:

NEW PHONE.
dunno when ill get it.
maybe today? =s
but its expensive. HOW?
poor mummy. hee.

NYAA.
its killing me.
i HAVE no skill lah.
what can i learn over ONE whole year!
i gotta go fake out something.
but i have no time!
and no mood to bian gu shi.
eeeee.

WORK WORK WORK.
i got lots of stuffs to do.
that i feel so messy.
disgusting. x(

LARRY.
sorry i have no time to entertain you.
and no sms.
poooo.
``miss.

As long as sunlight lights the sky
light of love will be found in these eyes of mine
And I will shine that light for you
You're the only one I'll ever give this heart to
What I'm trying to say is nothing will change this
Loving on time you will find there
Cause I will always be there
You will always have all my love

(: