dont ask me why i'm here blogging when i should be mugging away for my chem prac!
i dunno why lah. i'm so slack and so not motivated to study.
okay. i mean somehow i will still study but i dont feel the stress to study HARDER.
which i think everyone is. and i know i should be feeling that stress too but NO.
something's wrong!
i just got home not long ago from that stupid rehearsal lah. waste of time.
all we did was just practice walking in ONCE. and we had to stay back till 2 n it took another 2 hours.
i only got back at 4.
AND. there's another prac on wednesday at 230 when school ends at 1245.
argh.
i just had eng prelims today.
it doesnt feel like prelims.
this result is suppose to take me somewhere during my first two months.
yet i didnt sense the importance of it.
and very well, i think i did screw it up.
my situational was so horrible it cant get worse!
i started crapping at my THIRD paragraph cos i already ran out of points.
that's uber pathetic i tell you.
and it was extremely short. i dont even think i reach the minimum requirement of 350 words.
section one was okay cos i wrote longer than i normally do.
but am very sure that once again. i was very fu qian.
no depth! poo. compre was managable but summary was....argh.
i dont know. nothing to write.
pray pray. and i'b probably stick with my B3!

my parents kind of quarrelled.
their quarrels make me sad. boo.
can i hate daddy?
he's stubborn, inconsiderate, caustic, arrogant.
all the qualities that fugged guys have.
he doesnt pay for stuffs and makes mummy pay.
i hate it when guys refuse to pay lah.
they're not suppose to be parsimonious okay!
he puts almost every single blame on mummy.
and always think that he is in the right and that he did nothing wrong.
i think you can wait eternity to hear him apologise.
i doubt i ever heard sorry come out from his mouth.
and so he expects mummy to do everything for him.
he's so lazy and he doesnt move his ass.
like when he wants something he'll just tell us to get it for him and not he get it for himself.
arhh.
but den again i feel bad cause i never once treated him with much respect.
my family isnt perfect at all.

NEXT! brother msged me on sat night.
he made me feel old and disgusting.
den i realised in no time at all.
we'll be leaving secondary schools.
and soon we'll be working.

walk away.