Sunday, February 25, 2007

it's just this weird feeling i get all this while.

i can't help feeling down. the pae bash i practically got ps-ed by my classmates and i felt sad cos its like i'm leaving and then i dont know lah.i wanted to at least have some last moments there but i rushed down after oac and in the end they all left. if you get what i feel. but thankyou michael for giving me that warm hugg(: i wish i knew more fun people. poots =/ and thanks much to adri for accompanying me all the while even though his class was there having fun he kept me company and went home with me too. thankyou so so so so much! and my ex for i dont know. at least talking to me for awhile. heh. well den. i shall enjoy this last week!

haha. tmr's punishments day and you cant believe what my mind's saying now okay. im constantly contradicting myself and somehow this always happen when its trng. lol. like i'll be "i dont wana go for trng, im gonna die" and then after a while my mind will rebutt with like "okay. its nothing, i just gotta push myself and get it over with" strange i know. anyhow. i realise it'll be the last few trainings i have left and lesser time with my team. oh gosh. i reallly should stay in tj. argh.

AJ TJ! grr.

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