perhaps you dont know what your words can do to a person or rather you are such an insensitive prig. all i know is that you dont know me well enough. and you have no right to judge who i am. (: and i pretty much know who i am myself and i can say that im not whatever fake or shit stuffs. im just being who i am and who i want to be.
bleahh.

econs paper 2 ended already. a huge load down. i know i didnt do well bcos i couldnt rmb whatever i memorised so it was pretty much like a crapping paper. but then again somehow i just dont feel like ive done badly (not that its cos i think i did ok) but rather i think its cos i kinda grew quite immune to the whole exam thing. like it didnt mean as much as it used to be to me anymore. i think im just quite sick of the whole education thing. but arhhhs. whatever this isnt the time to stop and slack. im still going to make sure that i do well for the other papers. especially for sciences. and i must make sure my organic chem improves. i must i know i can and i will. and so can you!
heh. so today we had a mini class outing. we went to eat breakfast and sat at some random place in amk hub but got chased away by the security guard after that bcos its like an illegal gathering. but yeah. we still went somewhere else and sit down to eat. haha. outside of amk hub to be exact. then after that we went to catch a movie. "Made of Honour" yeah. it was a pretty nice movie. and i shall not elaborate (: after that we went to ntuc to get fruits for ceph and also bought sushi for ourselves! =D haha. den we went to cepheus house to slack. wheeee! haha. his house is damn relaxing like it just soothes our soul cos of the peeing boy.lol. & after that i went for a RUN!! yay

sigh.somehow i just think that all this thing is damn wrong. i want to tell you but i just cant bring myself to bcos i really dont know if it being like this would be better. but i just hope that maybe... you're right and i'm wrong.it's too scary to think about it.