THEYR'E OVER OVER OVER!!


WHEE!(: haha. but now i've to chiong my gp which i havent started. ahhs! okay okay i must be a good girl.
&when school starts again tmr i bet they're gonna make us more miserable again.
but its okay. we'll enjoy for now :D

okay. i am soooo sick of studying.

i know its the last week. what the heck.
but i have no mood to study at alll lah.
i think im worse off now than the previous few weeks. haha.
it doesn't feel like its MYEs on monday.
it just feels like a school re-open day. heh.
but i kinda miss school.. i know im weird. but it beats staying at home & butt stuck on my chair studying. BLOOH. so no life.

&here i am killing those small little ants that are INVADING my precious study table. rahhs!

haha. okay. i told myself in famine camp that i was going to blog all about it. but i just couldnt find the time to. i have sooo much to say i cant finish it today so i'll leave the whole "deep thoughts aka reflection" thing for later. i just kinda thought about alot of things during the camp.
just konw that we're all really lucky. and that.. actually i can do so much more. i feel like im wasting my life away.
if you get what i mean.
I WANT TO DO SO MUCH MORE.
and really i'll make sure i will do it.
:D yay.

haha. oh my oh my. i need to spam the piano.
& i need to get rid of the freaking MYEs.

it's good to catch up with your past! with your good old friends and find back some memory.
so that you dont lose track of who you were and what you are now.
and to make sure that life goes on and nothing
nothing gets left behind.

we'll move on together! (:

sometimes the closest people to you are actually the ones who you dont know well enough.
i dont know.i guess im just someone who isnt prone to initiate conversations and all.i dont easily tell everyone about my stuffs. i dont easily show my concerns. i dont know. is it just me. am i just cold hearted. i really really dont know.

i just suddenly thought of all my family members. like how many years ive been with them. and that i actually dont know much about them at all. and then i thought of my auntie who has been taking care of me for like 17years like my second mother. and how little i actually speak to her. arhh! im useless.

& as im listening to the radio now. i realise how stupid some songs are like they spell out some freaking weird word and so am i sppose to try to figure out what it means? haha. and the one on what you dont know my name. oh yeah sure.. and they like to include weird sounding stuff.
sigh NOWADAYS.

i realised my previous few posts were all emo and i dont know. hahaha. and i havent been blogging properly! i've just been feeling lazy the past few days. heee. &yeah. i was busy. (i think!)
haha. anyway i realised that i was suppose to do my gp essay outlines and that i've been stuck on it since day 1 like everytime i log onto the comp with the excuse of doing my gp but i always end up not doing it. hahaha.okay but i did research okay! it's just that the results that i get are alwasy not what i want and so it ends up with as if i did nothing at all bcos i didnt manage to get any credible points. until today i just totally dont feel like doing it anymore. so hecks! haha. i shall just concentrate on my mugging ;D

and guys! we're only left with the last two weeks to study!!!!!
so it's now or never. and considering that i still got famine camp next week. ahhh! why did i sign up for it! sigh- ohwells. i'd better make use of the time left to finish up my studying! i havent even touched a single of the revision paper okay. yes hopeless. but nvm. i'll catch up! i'd better..

i've been exercising everyday. i stuck to my daily routine (only applicable on weekdays) to go jog everyday & everyday i step on the weighing machine and guess whattttttttttt! i'm actually getting HEAVIER!!!! which is making me damn sad now. cos its not like ive been binging and lazing around! after all the running and all the cut down on snacks and food and im not getting any lighterrr! )x & worse still getting heavierrr!
yalahhh! thats why im damn miserable now. i feel like just waking up the next day and seeing my weight go down like 5kg or something. arhh. someone help meeee! why am i not losing these stubborn fats! bleah.

please let me lose some weight! ):

the end of guitar SL.