hahah... is it my fault or is it yours or is it no one's?
hahahahh.. so i did as you said.
i tried... but it still ends up the same...
the -same-!!!!!!!! and i actually thought things would turn out better.
was i wrong? am i expecting too much againn?
i think too muchh... Right??
rightt. i know that... haixx...
haha... but at least i did what i promise.
i did try to help "save" our relationship.
i did manage to not hurt myself.
and yes... hoorayy!! haha. nonsense larx.
just one mistake.. this sucks.
no actually it's ok. cos i tink im kinda losing it.
i've only gotta make a choice.
i've gotta ask myself againn.
and i need to learnn.
heyy! and ive mastered the skill of -not-caring-so-much-.
it helps.. (=
just waitingg....

and i changed my skinn...
the little boy isnt cute..
dunno lar.. i just got bored yesterday and decided to change for funn. teehees.
ive suddenly got an idea wad to give themm.
i thot of caps... but nahh.. some wont like it lar.
so i need to get down to ikea and get some cheap stuff.
im still brokee! booo... shoud i just eat into my money?? hrmm...
and i havent got his present yett. shiteex.
to think xmas is actually next week.. =x
got chalet den too... im staying over.
bcos i dun wanna go homee.
and i wanna go to the beachh.
and i wanna stay up late late at night so i can msg him.. hopefully.
i just wanna get out of my boring life.
change it. have fun. and be happy! :)
and yes. yingxuan, eugenia better go.

listening to stefanie sunn.
i like wo ye hen xiang ta. (i miss him alot too.)
hahaha!! it's nicee.. goes with my mood and thots. lol.
but i kinda dun get the whole song.
i miss him too. we are all the same.
we found wings when we were by his side...
but that moment's him.
found the wings to fly bcos of you.
ok. blahh blahh blahh.
so its about dis two girls liking him isit??
but the guy likes the other girl.
aikks? wadever. lol... i jus love the song larr. *grinss*
and the background music!!! the guitarr!
i wanna learn how to play thatt!!! ahahas.
pstt... by the wayy. i still suck at guitarr.
im not musically talented for nutss. haha.
ohh!! and i tink i dreamt of jay chou last night again...
hahahahahha.