hmmm.. it is hard to let go.
and hard to start ur life anew.
i feel so selfish.. its like i want but i dun want.
but but... haix. dunno what i doing....
wish i could mean as much as you do to me.
been swinging i guess. sorry.
had sum times i soooo feel like crying. i dunno why.
eeks. WHYY la!!!! grrr....
i really wanna know the truthh. sighh.
-confidin to diary-
bleahh. byebye.