i feel so trusted. heh. thanks.
there are people standing by me all this while but i guess i just failed to realise their presense and choose to "isolate" myself in a way...
wells. i kinda got an urge to go thank them one by one.weird thoughts i know. haha. i should learn to treasure these people.
as for some who disappeared along the way... dunno what happened.but was it the change in me? he said i was too involved in my studies. someone else said ever since i got into triple science i seem so busy.
wasnt so.
i was probably just "believeing" and trying to "prove" myself that i can survive by my own. and that i am a "strong" girl. in fact no.
i noe i do need company after all.
or maybe not.
-contradictions-

i feel so slack and bad. i wanna study hard! sigh.
and der's oral. i gotta do my best!
tmr's choral presentation night.
shall enjoy myself.
and then it's back to studying.
yepps. i must buck up.