i am...
disappointed.

maybe i was being too petty and everything.
but what the heck.
we just felt like we didnt belong there.
anyhow.
i still wanna apologise if i spoilt anybody's mood.
doubt so though.
think.
when did you notice we were gone?

sigh..
but its nobody's fault.

next! stupid brother is damn blind.
he actually dinn see me when i was right in front of him.
mann.

den! a disgusting friend.
i cant believe how idiotic he is lah.
so what if you can just like switch "partners" whenever you want.
den just go around pissing pple off and dont give a shit of others feelings.
you heartless womanizer!
stop putting words into our mouths.
stop acting like as if you're king of the world.
stop thinking we like you.
WE DONT.
not a single bit.
im like super super disappointed and irritated and pissed with you lah. ass.
you'll never get anywhere in life.
so much for thinking you've changed and become a better man.
somehow i always make wrong conclusions.
you're gonna be a lonely old man.
you can rot in your bed and no one 'll bother.
one day i'll pour kerosene over you and burn you.

anger makes me chao ah lian.
yucks.



now im stumped.
i dunno what to do.
argh.

maybe studying would be a much better choice.
i could just study day and night.
study study study.

$10 for such disappointment.
$20 for chicken cutlet fish and chips and waffle.
getting ourselves stuffed and vomit.

i walked to school in the rain and i walked back home in the rain.
if only it rained everyday.
and hide that glaring sun.
everything'll be gloomy and cold.
you could stay in your loved one's warm embrace.

where's mine?