i realised my previous few posts were all emo and i dont know. hahaha. and i havent been blogging properly! i've just been feeling lazy the past few days. heee. &yeah. i was busy. (i think!)
haha. anyway i realised that i was suppose to do my gp essay outlines and that i've been stuck on it since day 1 like everytime i log onto the comp with the excuse of doing my gp but i always end up not doing it. hahaha.okay but i did research okay! it's just that the results that i get are alwasy not what i want and so it ends up with as if i did nothing at all bcos i didnt manage to get any credible points. until today i just totally dont feel like doing it anymore. so hecks! haha. i shall just concentrate on my mugging ;D

and guys! we're only left with the last two weeks to study!!!!!
so it's now or never. and considering that i still got famine camp next week. ahhh! why did i sign up for it! sigh- ohwells. i'd better make use of the time left to finish up my studying! i havent even touched a single of the revision paper okay. yes hopeless. but nvm. i'll catch up! i'd better..

i've been exercising everyday. i stuck to my daily routine (only applicable on weekdays) to go jog everyday & everyday i step on the weighing machine and guess whattttttttttt! i'm actually getting HEAVIER!!!! which is making me damn sad now. cos its not like ive been binging and lazing around! after all the running and all the cut down on snacks and food and im not getting any lighterrr! )x & worse still getting heavierrr!
yalahhh! thats why im damn miserable now. i feel like just waking up the next day and seeing my weight go down like 5kg or something. arhh. someone help meeee! why am i not losing these stubborn fats! bleah.

please let me lose some weight! ):