sometimes the closest people to you are actually the ones who you dont know well enough.
i dont know.i guess im just someone who isnt prone to initiate conversations and all.i dont easily tell everyone about my stuffs. i dont easily show my concerns. i dont know. is it just me. am i just cold hearted. i really really dont know.

i just suddenly thought of all my family members. like how many years ive been with them. and that i actually dont know much about them at all. and then i thought of my auntie who has been taking care of me for like 17years like my second mother. and how little i actually speak to her. arhh! im useless.

& as im listening to the radio now. i realise how stupid some songs are like they spell out some freaking weird word and so am i sppose to try to figure out what it means? haha. and the one on what you dont know my name. oh yeah sure.. and they like to include weird sounding stuff.
sigh NOWADAYS.