there's something wrong with my internal clock. i keep waking up at 11am. HMMMM. maybe its cos im used to nepal time cos that'll make it 830am there. haha. oh wells. the other sg tour group's probably having fun there right now. arhhs.

sometimes i'd rather not hope.
maybe i should just leave things as it is.
maybe that's how it's all suppose to be anyway.
am i being over sensitive.
or maybe it wasnt suppose to be at all.
maybe i'm just being foolish
stupid.